Monday, March 8, 2010

A lot deeper

Okay, so after my last post I thought I might get a little deeper and express a poem that I wrote for a close friend of mine. She is very inspirational to me and I have the upmost respect for her. This is her story.

An inspiring story

Words of a wise man stand strong and never fall....A girl I know lacking the wisdom became the wise one, made decisions some of the bad ones some of the right ones. She spoke things beyond definition of terror but all life all real the deal never sealed but a continuous story... The story of life the reality and gravity of a situation the gothic stages thinking the world is mad at her mad at me but it's just a phase. The plays that people make as chapters of their lives to make fake laughters hoping to capture the essence to feel the presence of meaning but maybe doesn't exist. Sexually molested at the age of nine of all times to confine such youth and corrupt the mind to impact forever to always remember and remind herself of what happened. But no ones laughing, this play of reality casting numerous disgraceful characters. This girl perfect in every aspect but lost searching for the definition the meaning the feeling so demeaning like a nightmare but her eyes are wide open and only seeing what society is capable of. A girl with one of the most beautiful smiles I’ve ever laid eyes on,Her character her thrive beyond others, So you just think and wonder... We the people just a number malleable to society like rubber.Smiles and laughs just a cover what's under and within. Her parents corrupted more than ever such terrible influences hurts to know that she's been through this. Cutting up her insides the consistent and growing internal bleeding, her father cheating on her mother then beating his daughter for the satisfaction of his needing treating his daughter like dirt worth less than a canal street purse, she dealt with this mountain since birth a curse that with knowledge can overcome with a burst with her thrive and thirst for a better life. Eventually sent to a shelter with no one to help her the other would rob her she felt helpless and bothered but always stood strong. Never gave up hope because she knew all along that in the long run she will prosper. Eventually came high school the school of hard knocks place with a new beginning her smile grinning anxious for a new, To be fresh, refreshed take a deep breathe and keep her chin and chest up. She then fell in live. Thinking for just a moment that there might possibly be good on this earth, That there are things of value in her life worth the risk felt like a bird at it's highest climate searching for that paradise praying that she finds it but doesn't. Her new beloved changed for the worse back with the curse because it never left. She starts to tear up takes a deep breathe and deals feeling concealed in a plastic world fighting to break the surface the worlds purpose is only to make us stronger human beings so that we experience not just thought but seeing. The endless black whole engulfing your soul resulting in another successfully corrupted human but not today. She never fell in fact smiles and never tells her story but something to acknowledge and benefit herself with that knowledge and the promise to succeed to progress go to college pays homage to the death and her past and embraces the new and her future where she is the controller, where she knows when to start and when its over. Never let's negativity of the world pass her borders, new as life smiles laughs pure as crystal water. When the world tried to deplete this girl for her purity but yet she smiles with pride and walks with honor, stress floods the lives of everyone if you let it happen so don't bother but take your shoulder and brush, blush at what life brings because it makes people who they are. Live your life, follow your dreams. Be smart never give up no matter if life makes you want to stop breathing. It doesn't matter if you’re fed up so be strong and always keep your head up. Life hits you back from wall to wall but, since the beginning she never gave up, in fact she stood strong without a fall.

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